God is sooo unfair!
sumtyms i rily get so fed up.
Geo, not cos of u. nor my ex. don worry.
jus nw chat wif Yeap in coffee bean.
tok lotsa things. n i und alot of things too.
wad he said is pretty true.
although we changed ourselves but we cant change other's perception toward us oso.
y m i so different wif others?
i rily donwan it lar.
i jus wanna b a normal girl.
hv girl n boy frens.
lead a normal life.
but, i jus cant.
lol.
hw come? cos of my character.
wad's wrong wif it? i oso dono.
mayb my " don care " character made them feel tt i m not in their conversation?
mayb my " don care " character made them feel tt i m arrogant?
mayb my " don care " character made them cant tolerate me?
mayb my " don care " character made them feel tt i m not happie wif them?
hmm. dono hw they feel.
but i rily don mean it.
i din realise it at all.
i oni realised it when Yeap tellin me all dis.
mayb yea. we jus hv nth to tok bout lar.
cos wad they think is nice or romantic or fun, but i don think so.
argh.
i dono.
hope i wil find one 1 day.. (:
hearts u.
hugs.
